Funny how life likes to deal itself out to you in COMBOs.

But thank god .

I'm not sad. just disappointed.

Can you imagine ,

Having a girlfriend who looks down on you?

Someone who can never be your backbone.

Someone who never cheers you up.

Never convinced you that are capable.

Can you imagine ,

Having made tough decisions ,

To go or not to..

She bickers on and on about how she'ld be left out .

Never once thinking abt the greater good for me.

Can you imagine ,

Feeling all down and disappointed by your own father over and over again.

Then having your girlfriend be angry at you because

you seen childish to be disappointed.

Cause to everyone else,

I've what everyone wants,

However to myself,

I've nothing that everyone needs.

Some fucking day,

I'm gonna stop imagining i've a girlfriend.

and that day started YesterdaY.

I Dont need that comfort , of imagining that i'm important to someone else.

I dont need that comfort to allow me to be satisfied with who i think i am .

With who i think i am thats important to who i think is important to me.

For fucks -sake .

Wake up my bloody idea.

Let me be excited to know whats around that corner.

Time to fucking move on.NIAN......