"stop being so nice as u might not be rewarded for that.
so what's the point when the answer to your question is always the same?"


I'm going to fucking die....

Major disappointment. and sadness at the same time.


Why do people think that i'm that shallow?
Arent they shallow to think that i seek much rewards for being plain nice?


Arrggh. If only she feels what sorrow i feel.
I'll be happy if she feels my pain.


Cause i'm pissed with someone. and that someone is the one i love so very much.



Fuck. Just be friends? (You asked us to be friends some time ago. but it seems that you never really even treated me as one)

And to think that i was so fucking devoted. to like you for 4 years and half.
Thanks!


Now she thinks that i'm blaming it on her.
HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm so fucking angry. i dont know what to do.


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